我是傻瓜 。。。 =(

A mini incident to share...
A part of Jaime's diary...

 I have 3 good friends in Primary school. I mean, I regarded them as good friends.
 During primary school, our form teacher asked us 4 to be in a group for a project. So we went to one of my friend house. I came late and they already started working on a computer. I saw this sentence in Microsoft word.. 'I hate Jaime Phi.' my friend said she was too bored and jaime phi was a neighbour of hers living upstairs.. Irritating ppl. I said 'oh I see'...

After graduation, I was posted to a different school/class as them so we lost contact. One fine day in my poly days I was inside the computer lab typing a project work.. I came to type my own name Jaime Phua. Phua was underlined red cos it is a mistake word identified by Microsoft word English. I came to right click and found the word 'Phi' 14 years ago they ganged up named me Jaime Phi. >10 years later I found out through using Microsoft word Phua was a mistake word and can be renamed as Phi. I wish I can say something or do something if I had known earlier..but I couldn't do anything because it has already passed > 10 good years.

 I swear, I cried like it was never tomorrow. I cherish my friendship so much so until today, I found out and realised actually nobody in this world regarded me to be her best friend. Although I try hard to keep them but they ganged up and hate me.

 我是傻瓜 。。。

My petite sweets =)

It was hard, it is hard and it will be harder in the future. I knew it will be hard but I will not give up. I know there are many people in this world who supports me, and also there are many who looks down on me. Sometimes I cried, sometimes I smiled and many times I tell myself.. if it wasn't hard then everybody will be doing so. haha at least i tried and i am still trying my very best. To be honest, i really love the way i created her, my baby- the petite sweets =)
It is my dream-come-true...! You know the feeling of dream come true? You never know until you tried your best to fulfill it. And i am proud to tell you that I have no regrets, never. If my life were to end here, i have no regrets. If my life still continue then great! I will get better. Yes i will^^ Don't worry, be bold!

Thanks

Dear friends, I would like to say thank u! Thank you for visiting my blog though we didn't contact, we didn't talk or seen each other for so long. I saw my page view for this blog: 243 views. Was so touched ppl still see my blog for updates once in a while. Thanks for the care.

Once again, thanks to people who cares for me. Jaime always hapi~

I want to work there! In my dreams! Lol

Heard of garden cafe? It is situated at Ubi avenue 9, on the grass patches.. The cafe have a few seats in the middle, pots of flowers around it, and a waitress is standing at the front of the cafe welcoming you into this garden where cakes and drinks are served. I was introduced by someone (I don't know who but a helpful guy?) to go for the interview.. And guess what? He is the boss of the cafe! Lol?! This is the result of stress coming out while looking for jobs and the fear of interview sessions. LOL

A nice dream =)

2 days ago I dreamt that I have a contract with Tampopo deli that I will go out to work 1 year (at Freshbakes) so after this 1 year, I came back to deli again! Saw Samantha, Lyn, xiong.. And my chef, Linda welcomes me back.. All the same work.. Chiffon cakes, preparation etc.. So happy!! Then Linda Jie says "yes jaime, same as 1 year ago u can start work now, don't need show u" so funny!! Is it because I really miss my past workplace and hope that I am still there with them? Is it because of the loneliness this 1 year at Freshbakes without team work that I had such dream is liek an escape for me... What's the real reason I dunno BUT I know I miss them all.. I miss team work.. I miss the laughter the stress the tiring work.. Haaaa overall a nice dream :)

Horrible nightmare

Horrible nightmare!! Ytd night I dreamt having some supernatural power to cling on things. I saw a box of toothpick on the table, the next moment it is in my mouth.. I took it out but more coming from my throat to my mouth.. Omg it hurts liek hell.. so painful imagine your throat stuck with lots of toothpicks.. then how I stop it? I close my eyes then the toothpicks all swallow back into my body and into the box on the kitchen top. Lol. Scary >.<

Dream talking

How's the feeling of travelling alone and nobody knows where you are? Sounds so fun! Count me in!!! Let's be freed from work, family and Singapore!!!

Dream talking is getting more n more serious out of me!! >.<
Recently having lots of different dreams. What is it implying? Maybe I am stress or maybe things around me were not doing good.. but I'll always remember this:
 If you can't change the situation, Change your attitude!
Sure~ Till then.