我是傻瓜 。。。 =(

A mini incident to share...
A part of Jaime's diary...

 I have 3 good friends in Primary school. I mean, I regarded them as good friends.
 During primary school, our form teacher asked us 4 to be in a group for a project. So we went to one of my friend house. I came late and they already started working on a computer. I saw this sentence in Microsoft word.. 'I hate Jaime Phi.' my friend said she was too bored and jaime phi was a neighbour of hers living upstairs.. Irritating ppl. I said 'oh I see'...

After graduation, I was posted to a different school/class as them so we lost contact. One fine day in my poly days I was inside the computer lab typing a project work.. I came to type my own name Jaime Phua. Phua was underlined red cos it is a mistake word identified by Microsoft word English. I came to right click and found the word 'Phi' 14 years ago they ganged up named me Jaime Phi. >10 years later I found out through using Microsoft word Phua was a mistake word and can be renamed as Phi. I wish I can say something or do something if I had known earlier..but I couldn't do anything because it has already passed > 10 good years.

 I swear, I cried like it was never tomorrow. I cherish my friendship so much so until today, I found out and realised actually nobody in this world regarded me to be her best friend. Although I try hard to keep them but they ganged up and hate me.

 我是傻瓜 。。。

My petite sweets =)

It was hard, it is hard and it will be harder in the future. I knew it will be hard but I will not give up. I know there are many people in this world who supports me, and also there are many who looks down on me. Sometimes I cried, sometimes I smiled and many times I tell myself.. if it wasn't hard then everybody will be doing so. haha at least i tried and i am still trying my very best. To be honest, i really love the way i created her, my baby- the petite sweets =)
It is my dream-come-true...! You know the feeling of dream come true? You never know until you tried your best to fulfill it. And i am proud to tell you that I have no regrets, never. If my life were to end here, i have no regrets. If my life still continue then great! I will get better. Yes i will^^ Don't worry, be bold!